By JO MACFARLANE

Dating: Kelly Brook with boyfriend Thom Evans after she lost the baby

Kelly Brook has spoken for the first time about her tragic miscarriage, describing it as ‘the hardest, most terrible time in my life’.

The model, 31, lost the baby girl she was expecting with rugby player Thom Evans in May when she was five months pregnant.

Kelly says she has spent most of the past few months holed up in her Kent home dealing with overwhelming moments of sadness, guilt and loss.


Healing: Kelly and Thom have recently been out on dates to Take That and Wimbledon (pictured)


But with her characteristic optimism, the star believes the experience has brought her closer to Thom and allowed her to focus on her career.

She says: ‘The whole thing has been a huge journey. There are so many complex stages of bereavement that I’m still going through.


Love life: Kelly with former boyfriends Jason Statham (left) and Billy Zane


She enjoyed long relationships with actors Jason Statham and Billy Zane, then England rugby ace Danny Cipriani before dating Thom, 26.

The couple met last December in a nightclub – ‘of course’, she laughs – and Kelly fell pregnant very quickly.

She says: ‘We were very grown up about it, and I felt lucky to have met someone who I trusted and who was kind, generous and responsible.

At the time, we just approached the pregnancy in the best way we could. As two people who didn’t know each other very well at all!’

Pregnancy suited her, and she and Scottish international Thom were photographed happily strolling in the sunshine together, her burgeoning bump on display.

But sadly she was rushed to hospital at the beginning of May and later lost her child.

Kelly says: ‘The whole thing has been a complete drama because having children wasn’t even on my radar.

Thom has only known me pregnant – all hormonal and blotchy – but he was always there for me.

source: dailymail